Why? Why am I always upset? Why can’t I let go of things? Why does pain stick to me so thickly? Why… I am always asking myself why
I can’t be this tortured by my mind forever right? There has to be an end to all of this right? I have to have hope that this shit will end oneday… I don’t no how to live, how to be alive all I am doing is surviving. I’m just extremely depressed and I don’t know what to do with myself, I’m a huge mess.
I’m bi but my family can never know….
I love girls, I love their lips, skin, hair, smile, face…females excite me, females taste better, they’re gentler, softer, kinder
what is it about females that make my mind wander?
what is it about them that give me goosebumps?
I love the way a girls hand feels in mine
I love the way they smell
the cute hairstyles they wear
the way they look in dresses
I really like girls… my family can never know but I’m ok with that
boys disgust me
I have a love hate feeling about the male population
the first time I ever touched a girl was grade 2
she was exciting, mysterious, intriguing
I was confused, she invaded my mind, she crawled underneath my skin
boys are ok too
childhood ruined my interest in men